Hey … darling, I´m so sorry …

There are so many things I had not seen or understood until this moment…
I Don’t know how could I be so blind, so selfish, so stupid to think only in myself with the excuse ”we got this” and other pocket phrases … that’s awful.
I’ve been such an animal and an insensitive guy… and I think there is no way to apologize for the damage and the pain I made you feel at this time …
I love you so much … and it’s time to show you I care about this, what I feel for you and the commitment that I want to get …
I want to be for you when you need me, and when you don’t too .
I want to be the reason for your smile and if I can, a medicine for your tears …
I want to hug you and make you feel protected.
I want to hold your hand when we walk and you could see that everyone can go to hell if they don’t like.
To talk and talk with you, to know and learn everything I need ‘bout you…
and many thing more…
So many things that I would have said .. and I don’t know if now is too late or not.
Please wait … just a little more
Or is it already too late? I could understand if it were but .. well I hope not …
Love is between 2 and giving both sides. And I hope I can give mine …

And … The obvious thing is that you are beautiful, very beautiful as the 9 letters of your name are.

NEVER LET ANYONE MAKE YOU FEEL YOU’RE NOT.

I like so fucking much, God.. .. how could I be so blind again?  I think sometimes you think you don’t know me.. well…I do not even know myself either.
Don´t know when I got into this hole selfish thoughts, but I want get out of it … and I will, for you, for me, for both …

I’m so sorry…